I was never gonna call it abuse recovery club
I really wanted to call it something else
which I’m not allowed to call the song anymore.
So instead, you’re basically left with this empty, half-completed version of the song
which I was not going to publish, but I added as a bonus track
yeah. Because I thought people might actually want to listen to this
horrific remix I created.

We can fix this, you can’t live like this forever
we’ll lock ourselves in an open room and figure it out together
but you, you’re getting father from our soul
I know what it means.
All of this exposure it’s making you afraid
of all that it could happen when you do least expect it
hey, he seems fine enough alright?
his eyes sheam like diamonds.

You cannot resist it.

A hellscape such as this this can only ever be comprehended through music.
Through the bits of sounds which you hear over the duration of when it happened.

Masculinity is killing me
No excuse…
Hurt the people I love with the things that I’ve done wrong
Probably not.

POWER CONTROL AND MANIPULATION
OUR “GENDERED EDUCATION”
If only my skin were thicker
and I wasn’t such a-
I’d be doing better
probably.

MY BODY IS A WEAPON

as she sits alone on the floor of her bedroom
You’ll never be ok, if you don’t come to your senses
but I feel so defenseless

when I’m standing in the bathroom
and I’m crying in my mirror